hi everyone! it's been awhile since my last blog. And i feel like telling everything that happened to me for the past week. i've been so bz that's y. but anyway, i'm here now... blabbing again. I'm emotionally down right coz the person i love and the people that i love to be with will go far away from me soon. I can't stop crying when I learned that my super-bait boss will be assigned to another country, and that i'll have to be cautious again to the new boss, another adjustments, new system, another approach... in short another life stage @ work. I super get used to my boss that i can call him daddy during "joodan desu" times . I can ask his help whenever there are urgent requests from the production that I have to negotiate with japs or malays. He was the one who pursued Malaysia and Japan travel. He was also the one who wanted us to learn some more Japanese language and their culture. He opened a lot of opportunities for me. There were hardships dealing with him when he has "toyo" that I curses at his back at times when I cannot handle pressures well. There were kuringgian moments with Tams.
What i could not forget about him is during mornings when he enters office one-eye-close coz he naps in the car starting from his condo up to office. He only sleeps 3~4 hours everyday. We have to "make pansin" his face and ask "y Sir, Y one eye close? No sleep again?" And then he would only smile while counting the hours of sleep with his fingers. That always starts our day here. hay life... i really hate goodbyes... it makes me cry talaga.
He broke the news just this afternoon, he asked me to keep it secret until Monday. Maybe he would discuss it during morning management meeting. but my officemates were quite suspicious because I would really cry whenever I go out from his office after learning it. I could not suppress my emotions. Naubos ko nga ang tissue nya ei. And all the while he was only laughing yet his laughs are hollow. I can feel his sadness too. I don't know why pero there's a connection between us. I can see my grandfather-Tatay in him.
I'm not looking forward working on Monday. I think i'm gonna cry again. Waaaaaaahhhhhh! Gusto ko ibuhos lahat ng emotions ko. I don't wanna see someone special to me, leaving me behind. I don't want Daddy to go anywhere aside Philippines. I don't want a new boss if only for myself! I want Daddy, I want my lolo.!
How i wish i can do something good for him. Now that he's about to leave soon, i want him to feel special, to make feel that he's wanted and needed and loved.
I would never forget how great he was to me... as a boss, as a mentor, as a granddaddy, as a listener, as a moody person, as a smiling & friendly jap, as a Filipina-lover jap, as a cheeseburger meal and BIGMAC addict, as a beer and wine addict, as a great cook & great host, a HAAGEN DAZS ice cream vanilla flavored lover, has yes on 'BUMPERS", joker, a very nice person...
See you again daddy... hope you can visit us here... hope you'll be present on my wedding... God bless you!
And to a friend LGDC, God bless you also! I have high hopes for you! i know you'll be the best Accounting Manager that you can be. Soon-to-be-official-mare see you outside our mini-world here. You have my respect and love... no not your name... i mean my LOVE! Wahehehe!
To my soon-to-be-official-hubby, I love you so much! and i'll wait for you! Our dreams are now coming true. We have just to patiently wait until we're both ready. Take a lot of care. i hope i can still wake you up so you won't be late... i'm gonna miss those missed calls in the morning. Good luck and may God bless you and guide you. Always pray to the Lord. Amen....
tama na... haba na to super... baboosh! gotta go... darating na sundo ko... till next time....
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